I don’t know what it is

I don’t know what it is
I can only feel it
feel it on my finger tips
and then straight to my head.
I want to talk with you endlessly
and at the same moment I wish you were not here.
I want to smile and get lost in those bottomless eyes of yours
and at the same time I don’t even look at you.
It’s not that I hate you now
It’s not that I don’t love to talk with you
It’s just that I want you to…
to smile as you always did,
those ravishing lips you have
I want to see them go wider again
I want to hear the sweetest voice
to say anything and play with me
oh! the way I love you
even you cannot take it away from me,
as a writers love you are
you will live this world forever
till the end…till eternity…..